mero kalpana part 3( haude ko jivan)

    aja feri ma jhayp 6u sadai jasto feri maan ma kura uthna thalyo ani continue gardai6u feri tei haude ko katha........bhul vaye maaf........

haude jo dukha saga ani sukha , sathi sabai bata tada 6 aja. jo sathi ko sath vaye dukha ma sagai  rune ani sukha ma rama6ne gar6 aja eklo 6 , dukhi 6 , birano desh ma eklo jivan bitaudai haraudai 6 . na ta uslai sathi ko sath k ho thaha 6 aile na ta khusi nai.  na ta usko dukha kasailai thaha nai 6 na ta tyo dukha ko solution nai. lag6  haude jo sadai khusi hunthyo ramauna jandathyo tyo byekti aja  haraudai6 sayad lag6 maan vari ko pida lukauda lukaudai tyo pida mai dabidai 6. van6an dukha badiyo vane kaam hun6 tara haude na ta vanna sak6 na ta tyo dukha saga ladna nai..

   haude pari ko barema kasailai sodsak6 na kura nai nikalna tara sabai jana kina haude saga pari kai kura gar6an? pari le ta  bhulidiyo ti din haru tara kasari saknu pagal le jo maya ma yesari lipta vako thiyo ki jaslai prem bahek aaru kunai sukha thaha thiyena .  na ta bhulna sak6 na pauna nai. pari le  ta haude ko barema jo saga sodhe ni van6an hola tara haude na ta sodhna nai sak6 na ma yesto 6u vanna nai sak6. Yi kura bhulana lai paila kai samaye bitaudai 6. Daru, churot j nasa  hun6 tei, jun kurale ek 6in vayeni bulau6 ki vanera tara kta haru van6an uslai " ta khada ni tei kura gar6as nakhada ni".  kasari bhulnu ti din haru sajilai usle .    Jaba bihan hun6 taba yaad au6, jaba raat par6  timro yad au6.vanna maan lag6 timilai sara man ka kura ,  timilai angalo halera runa maan lag6, ti din haru kasari bitaye vanna man lag6 tara sakdina. Ma saga teti chyemata 6ena timi lai bhulna na ta aba tadpina nai " 

MAYA  maya yesto sabda ho jun le na ta man6e lai dukha din6 na sukha nai ... dukha tyo bela ma didaina jun ma tyag , biswas hun6 , ani  sukha tyo bakhat ma hudaina  na tyo tyag ko  mahato hun6 na ta ti biswas ka nai..haude le aafno maya ma tyag biswas sumpeko thiyo jun kura diyeko thiyo tesko badala ma k payo ta aasu dukha bahek  ???? jun maya ko balidan chadayo tyo maya ma na ta kunai chij ko prapti nai vetyo na ta kunai khusi nai baas vetyo ti aasu ani aasu mai rujhdai gareko ek dukhi maan .  maya ma biswas hunu par6 tyo maya ko lagi tyag garne chyamata hunu par6 tara biswas ani tyag dubai samarpan garda ni sath ma 6ena usko prem . van6 jasle prem  tyag ani aafno maya ko balidan dina sak6an usko prem aamar rahan6. haude saga baas usko biteko pal ka yaad haru 6an , ti pal sagai bahane aasu . ti aasu sagai katine haat ti haat sagai  futeko mutu ...matra tikreko maan ani ghrina matra 6 maya prati......

mero kalpana part 2 haude ko jivan

15/07/2011 4:18 am

   aja feri ma geet sundai sochna puge tyo haude ani tyo pari ko bare ma ...........

             jivan kaha sama pugla ta ? k jivan ma feri tyo past ma ghateko kura feri  dohariyela ta ??? jastai haude ra pari kati khusi thiye tyo time ma. aile na uni haru ek arka saga bol6an na sagai nai 6an...... k samaye farkela ta ???? mero maan ma yi parsna haru le dera jamayo ani aafno tei churot ani laptop sagai basadai maan dulaudai6u haudo lai sochdai.......

k sabai galti haude kai ho ta? k sabai pir haude lai  matra 6 hola ta??? k pari chai khusi holin ta ...??? sayad ........

ma ek kta man6e vako le hola ma kta kai support ma lakhdai6u..... na ta galti ko mafi nai magna sak6 na galti tha nai pauna .. k maya vanekai yehi ho ta??  tadap , bichod ani sahansilata.. jaile tadpinu parne jaile bichod ka kura le maan ma ghau banaune ani jaile usko kura sathi haru ko bata sunda sahera sunnu parne ........... k yehi ho ta maya vannu k yehi ho ta bichod ani tadpai...sayad ....... sayad hola yehi ........... 

ek yuwa jo jiddi , badmaas ani kasaiko kura nasune 6 yo time ma tyo kta badleko 6 jiddi ni 6 kulat ma ni 6 kasaiko kura ni sundaina tara ni sudreko 6.........3-4 yrs agadi tehi kta na kasai lai respect garna jandathyo na aasu nai dekhdathyo. aile respect ni gar6 aafu lai dinelai ani aasu ni dekh6 tara aafno bageka tei aasu dhara  bhanda kam . aafo aasu kati bage usailai tha hola ani kati maya ko lagi tadpiyo hola. maan ma maya ani mutu ma chot sangai liyera hidna sakidaina rahe6. haude pani testai vako 6..usko bevahar ma sathi haru le farak vetdai 6an sayad yo paila kai jasatai ta huna lagena .??? paila jasto thiyo testai risaha , gharkine, fankine ...na ta problem nai van6 na response nai din6 sathi haru lai. eklai bas6 . sayad maya bich ma aayo ki feri ..? sayad tadpaile  uslai feri paila kai aawastha ma puraudai 6 ki?  

            ma nepathyama basera kunai natak here ghai ma ek katha ko kalpana gardaii 6u ani mero aakha bata aasu thaha nai napai ghardai6..tyo haude ko jivan , pari ko lagi usko maya  ani eklai basdai purana din bhulna nasakera bhulauna ko lagi baldai gareka churot haru. haude farak 6 aru bhanda na ta talent nai 6 na ta ua saga kunai josh nai. 6 ta ek dukhi maan ani dhuwa ko muslo. van6an hira katna hira nai chahin6 testai kti man6e ko yaad bhulauna kti nai chahin6.. tara haude na ta bhulna khoj6 na ta bhulna nai sak6. usko jivan ma ghateko ti samaye usko lagi dherai kura sikaune samaye vaye6. jun din ma usle maya , respect , daya, dukha ani sukha bujheko thiyo tei samaye ua chahera pani bhulna chahadaina .

         ma yo  katha bata aafo maan ma jageka prasna haru aaafai lai 2-3 yr pa6i sodhna lekhadai 6u sayad ma aafai yi parsna ko utaar pau6u hola jsari yi prasna paye.. 

may 11

MAY 11.  barsa ko ek din . jun din na ta ma bhulna sak6u na bhulna nai chahan6u.aja dherai pa6i maan lai daro banayera ti din ka text haru herna sake. jun txt herna na ta maile 2009 ani 2010 ma nai sake. aja ko din  hami le sagai jiune,  sadai sukha dukha ma sath dine6au vani dubai jana khusi sath bacheka thiyou. aja kai din hamile hamro sapana haru bundai baseka thiyou. timi lai sadai sath ani maya dine kasam khayeko thiye ra aja sama ni nivhaudai 6u .

Aja timi saga maan ka dherai  kura garna maan 6 , dherai samaya dekhi raheko maan ko maya sabda ma sunauna chahan6u , mero yo 2009 ani 2010 kasari bityo sunauna chahan6u . aafno dukha lukayera pani timro haso herna chaheka din haru timi lai sunauna chahan6u , timi le buneka sapana haru maile kati pura gare ani garne koshish gardai 6u sunauna chahan6u. tara ma sunauna chahada chahadai pani sunauna sakdina . ma kati bibas ani majbur 6u aja . 3 yr agadi ma aafno maan kura vanna ani timi sunna tayar hunthyou tara 3 basra mai kati farak vai sake 6 na ta ma vanna nai sak6u na timi sunna nai. ma ani mero maya nai timro lagi thulo thiyo ani mero lagi pani . tara ajakai din ma aai pugda na ta hami ek arka saga kura nai gar6au na vet6au .

 Mero maya aja  11 th  may 2011 sama ni teti nai 6 jati 11 may 2008 ma thiyo ra ma mero aatma le shanti napaunjel sama yo maya timro lagi rahane6. happy 3rd anniversary hami sagai navaye pani. ma mero tarfa bata jahile pani tyo koshish garne 6u jun kura le timi ani timro maan lai khusi hune6 . timi lai kahile sodhne 6ena mero galti k thiyo ani kaile pani timi lai dosh dine 6ena . sayad merai galti vayera nai hola sayad.
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY.

yaad

aja feri kaha bata kina ani kasari timro yaad aayo thaha 6ena ... sayad maya baki vayera nai hola . jaile malai badulki auda timi le nai samghiyo ki jasto lag6 ani khusi hun6u tara mero maan bujhaune euta braam hola... aja ko din na ta mero imp. din nai ho nata khusi kai din ho tara dherai din pa6i maan lai samjhauda samjhaudai pani feri yaad aayo...timro tyo qute muhar , haso ani maya...yo maan pani kasari banako hola vagwan le. timi chai malai vhulna sakne ma chai nasakne. tha 6ena aja k hun6 aba ma jaile timi lai samjhan6u taba jaile ni ma pagal hun6u ti prasna haru maan ma khel6 jun ko uttar na ta paune nai 6u na timi dine nai 6au. yo raat aba sayad yaad ani aashu mai bitne vo aja ko raat ........

maya layera dherai thulo galti timi le gare6au,
tesaiko sajaye ma paudai 6u,
sajaye ta kehi saal hunu parne ho,
tara maile maya ko sajaye namarunjel ko lagi paye,
kati thulo vhul gare6u maile ,aasu mai bitaunu parne
kati raat gujarnu parne eeklai roi jaile,
aaja yaad le satayo feri kaslai sunau mero mutu ko dukha roi karai.
maan pani kasto ho jaile yaad mai basna khojne,
maya pani kasto ho jaile timi lai pauna khojne,
sayad yehi vayera hola ma tadpidai 6u,
sayad tesaile hola ma aja eklai bachdai 6u.

hera na yo swarthi sansar pani kasto ho,
mutu tukriye pani muharma haaso dekhaunu parne,

ek aawaj

            aja 06/04/2011  bihan 9 baje call aayo. here dherai pa6i tyo no. bata ek call aayo maile uthaye tara reply nai aayena maile hello vane uta bata k hi reply nai aayena khi samaye pa6i hello vaneko sune. 1 barsa pa6i tehi swor sunda ramailo lagyo call mero lagi rahen6 tara ni dherai pa6i usko swor sunda khoi k vo k maan paila ko kura sochna thalo ani ma tehi sochdai sutne prayas gare .paila ka kura haru ko pida le satayo sutnai sakina ani geet sundai sut6u vani mero ipod liye ani sutna khoje tara sakina biteka kura le feri mero maan ma chot balghayo. biteka kura le kati maan ma chot ani pida din6 tha paye.
          van6an ni maan pareko man6e ko ek esparsa nai kafi 6 maan bujhauna. tara ma kati unlucky rahe6u jus usko swor matra ani k hi sabda matra sunna paye. maan ma usko lagi dherai kura ani dherai parsna thiye na ta maile sodhna nai sake na usle k hi vanna nai . dherai samaye pa6i suneko swor ma pani kati maya lageko hola. maan lai kathor banayera aba ma pida saga hudina vanne sochera maan lai ghukauna thaleko thiye tara maan le feri tehi pida maan paraudo rahe6. tehi pida mai ramaune rahe6. k ma sadai tehi pida mai bachne 6u ta ? k ma sadai aasu mai bachnu parne ho ta? k ma timro pratikchya mai basnu parne ho ta ???? dherai 6an parsna tara na uttar dine man6e nai 6 na sajhaune mutu nai.
             maile rajib moktan lai yestai situation huda jiskako thiye tara aja malai nai parda tha paye maan kina thauma hudaina vanera . ani rajib lai call gare vanna khoje tara sakina mero maan ko pida usle bhujna ta bhuj6 tara maan le yo dukha ani yo pida aafai ma hoss vanyo. tesaile sakina vanna.
                      maan ko pida pani kasto rahe6, mutu lai chiya chiya parne ,
                      yo maya  vanne sabda pani kasto rahe6,  maan lai sadai pida dine,
                      sansar ma maya narahe, pida pani hudaina thiyo hola,
                       pida navako vaye ma aja man6e hudina thiye hola,
                      aja timi lai bhulna khoj6u voli feri yaad au6,
                      voli yaad ma tadpin6u parsi aasu le aakha rasau6.   
                   

mero najar ma nari ko maya

mero sansar ma pahilo nari ko rup ma meri pyari aama paye. uha bata maile dherai maya mamata paye. ma sansar ko ek arko santan hu jasle aafno aama bata dherai maya paye. tesari nai didi , sathi ko nata ma dherai kt haru mero jivan ma aaye ani premika ko rup ma ni. maya vanne yesto chij ho jun jati paye ni napugne rahe6. sansar ma aama ko maya bhanda chokho ani nischal maya kasaiko hudaina. maile aja tha paye tara aru ko bata dhoka paye pa6i. maya kun rup ma ani kun bela ani kasari aau6 tha nai hudaina rahe6.

             mero life ma dherai sathi ko maya paye. ani premika ko pani tara vanincha ni mutu dekhi maan parne chai eutai hun6 vanera  testai mero life ma ni vayo. maile uslai kaile kasari ani kaile dekhi maan parauna thale tha 6ena  na usko aakha ma aasu dekhna sakthye na usko udasi pan nai. ma jaile ni uslai sath dina chahanthye ani pauna pani. samaye bitdai jada usle pani maan paraune rahe6 tha paye . ani hamro samaye ramailo nai bitdai thiyo, hami  sadai ani sagai jahile ni khusi nai thiyou sayad. tara samaye ho ek choti ta naramro samaye au6 suneko thiye tara yeti chadai ani yesari aula socheko pani thiyena  na maile na usle . hami sagai hunne ani sadai dukha sukha ma satha dine kasam khanthyo tara kasam ani bacha todna ko lai hune rahe6. kati aafu le tode kati usle. na ta ma uslai dosh nai dina chahan6u na k hi vanna nai . aile hami yeti najik 6au tara ni hami yeti tada vai sakeko 6au ki sayad kaile ni hami ek arka lai dekhne 6enau. train bata jamma 4 station ko duri ma 6au hami aile tara na usle vhetne kosish gar6 na ma nai garne 6u. usko ek call nai mero lagi last call vayo ani usko swor pani.. tyo bela jati ani j kura vo tyo kura na ma aile sunna chahan6u na feri samjhana nai . tara yaad na ho aaudo rahe6 sadai . har raat har din kada sari bijhau6. ma tyo din kati chatpattiye malai matra tha 6. usko ek parsna mero chulbhul maan ani dimag lai sochna badhya tulyayo. parsna thiyo " ma timi lai roju ki mero family?" . tyo ek parsna ani mero ek utaar le aja hamro maya ani hamro mitrata sakiyo. tes pa6i na maile uslai call garna nai prayas gare na usle nai . ma uslai kati maya gar6u malai tha 6ena tara malai usle kati maya gar6 malai tha 6.
               ek nari aama ko rup ma ani arko nari premika ko rup ma tara dubai ko maan ani maya testai . aafno lagi nasochi aafno parwar ko lagi matra sochne ani tehi garne . aafu nakhakana ani aafno matlab nagari aafno pariwar ko lagi khusi herna sochne ani sakne . bhagwan le nari ko maan komal pani dhuga pani banaye. jun maan le dukha pani ani sukha pani sajilai sahan sakne. malai j vaye ni jaha gaye ni ma na ta mero jivan ka yi 2 nari lai vhulna sak6u na chahan6u nai. 

mero kalpana part 1 : haude ko jivan

aja na ta ma ghyap nai 6u na kunai maatt ma nai 6u. ma raat ko 2 baje eklai kotha ma 6u maan thau ma 6ena. maan ma euta kalpana aayo yesto vako vaye testo vaye ...........ani laptop liye ani lekhdai6u aba.

yo sab mero kalpana matra hun ad yo kasaiko jivan saga milema wa kunai ghatama mile ma mafi dinu hola......

yo kahani ek kt(pari) ani euta kt (haude) ko bara ma 6. pari jo sanaii dekhi sathi haru saga ramaudaii hurkeko 6, jo aafno sathi haru saga dherai ramau6.sanai dekhi sojo ani dherai chakchak nagarne sovab ko thiyo mero kalpana ko keti.ua runa janda6 tara aafno aasu aaru lai dekhauna jandaina ...aafu hasara na aaru lai hasauna nai sak6 tara usko ma yesto khubi 6 ki usko muhar ma khusi dekhda aru ko muhar ma tesai khusi 6authyo. ua sabai ko pyaro thiyo. sabai jana uslai maya garthye. testai mero kalpana ko kta(haude) naam jastai kaam thiyo sanai dekhi chakchake ani jiddi sovhab ko thiyo. din raat barsa bitdai gaye .dubaiko aa-aafno thau mai school, college life sakidai gayo. pari ramro student thiyo tesaile k hi garne soch thiyo usma tesaile le CA gara gayo. tara haude chai +2 sakayo ani US TRY GARNA TOFEL garna jan6 tara usko na aim 6 na kunai jantabya nai 6.sathi haru ko lahalahai ma lagera US APPLY GARDAINA. ani ua pani sathi ko kura sunera CA padna pug6. naya sath harui naya naya aanuhar haru sabai jana aafnai taal ma thiye. samaye bitdai gayo parile ramra ramra sathi haru paudai gayo .. testai ma haude saga usko veet vako . tyo kta jo na aafno matlab garthyo na aaru ko. aaune ani ek chin basne feri alchi lagyo ki class chodera bhagne garthyo. ua koi saga boldaina thiyo class janthyo ani last bench ma gayera sutdai basthyo.ani euta class basera sadai bhagthyo. uslai sabai le chine vai sakeko thiyo ua saga na koi bolthyo tara ni bad image le garda sabai le chinna thaleko thiyo. testai 2-3 month pa6i sabai jana ghulmilina thale. pari ko aafnai sathi haru bane haude ko aafnai. ek din haude birami vayera class najada pari le class kina naaako vani sodhna call gare6. tesari nai mero 2 patra ko mel vayo.dubai milne sathi bane.kura haru milna thalyo dubai ko. pari samjhauthyo haude lai kulat 6oda vanera. tara haude sunthyo tara mandaina thiyo. ek din class chaldai thiyo haude ek taak le pari lai herdai thiyo uslai class ma k hudai6 tha 6ena ko ko 6 pani yaad thiyena.usko sathi le' oie k vo ?' vanera sodhda matra ua biujheko jasto vayo.usko maan ma kura kheldai thiyo.ma kina uslai herna pugdai6u? jati here ni kina mero aakha thakdaina?kina malai usko badi chaso hudai6 ? ua sochna badhya vayo. sayad yehi ho ta maya ? k ma uslai maan parauna ta thalina? yestai yestai kura ko bhumari ma uljhana thalyo. tara pani usle aafno maan ko kura kasailai vanena. pa6i sathi haru saga ghumgham huda, party huda sabai le chaal paye ani uslai jiskauna thale. ua lajauthyo ani chupchap rahanthyo. maya ta ho maan ma dherai basdaina. usle pani ek din aafno maan ko kura vanna tayar rahyo tara sathi haru saga bhujda propose garnu vanda nagareko ramro sunyo.maan khinna vayo usko aafno maan ko kura vanna balla josh jutako thiyo sabai bekar vayo.haude pari le vaneko kura haru mandai gayo.sabai kulat chodyo,ramro banna kosish garna thalyo.exm aayo sabai jana preparation ma jitna thale tara haude lai matlab nai thiyena padai ko.padna maan nai thiyena usko. exm sakiyo result aayo koi pass vaye koi fail. sathi haru chitina thale. haude aba ma nepal ma paddina vayera bahira ko lai try garna thalyo kasailai navani kana. tyo kura pari le ni tha payo ani hami sagai apply garau vanyo usle ok vanyo.sagai time biteko thaha nai vayena.ek din haude le aafno maan ko kura vanyo tara pari le ma sochera van6u aile maile testo socheko 6ena vanera answer diyo. tara k hi din pa6i yes answer aayo. haude dherai khusi thiyo. dubai sagai aboard ko lai apply garna jute. gare tara haude ko bad luck pari ko visa lagyo haude ko lagena. dubai jana ko sapana chaknachur vayo. chutinu parne time aayo. haude jo aaafno sathi haru saga dherai time bitaune man6 sadai eklai basne, sadai aru ko matlab nagari kana hasi rahane man6 ko muhar bata haso nai harako.pagal jastai vayo pari gako 3 month sama. call garthyo mail garthyo tara ni ua aafno aakha ko aasu thamna sakdaina thiyo. testai halat thiyo pari ko naya thau koi chineko 6ena. survive hunu 6 sathi ni 6ena usle ni dukha paye6 bidesh ma. sadai call garda haude lai vanthyo chadai au na vanera . haude haas vanna bahek aru k hi garna sakdaina thiyo.bochod ko samaye bitdai gayo.pari aafno bestataa ko karan le haude saga kura garna time jutauna sakdaina thiyo. dubai jana tadidai gaye. haude le ek choti mail gare6 malai mail garna ni time 6ena hai vayera. dubai jana risauna thale. pari naya thau ma adjust huna ani padai ma lagyo. usko maan ma haude prati ko maya ani care ghatdai gayo.usko maan dhunga jastai bandai gayo haude ko aasu pani nadhekhne vai sakeko thiyo. ua aafno prem lai balidan dina tayar thiyo aafno ghar pariwar ani aafno aim ko lai tara haude thiyena .

haude sochthyo pari ek din farkan6 feri usko maya le pari lai tan6 bhanera tara pari uslai bhulna sakne vai sakeko thiyo. uslai haude ko jarurat thiyena, eklai bachna sakne vais akeko thiyo. haude ko yaad aaye pani vandaina thiyo. tara haude aafno maan ko kura sabai vanthyo tara pari le wasta garna chodi sakeko thiyo haude ko. dubai tadiye aba sadaiko lai navetne gari tadi sake na haude uslai call garna sak6 na pari nai gar6. haude maanko pida aafai sahan6 pari aafnai thau ma aafno aim tira lageko 6. uslai kunai kura aawos ani ma mero aim ma naharu vanera soch6. dubai chitiye dubaile bitayeka samaye ek vhul samjhadai aafno life bitaudai 6an.

tara maya kasari vhulna sake... jaba sangai thiye taba kahile nachutine kasam khane 2 jana ahile kasari tadiye.samaye ko khel bhandai kina dubai jana aafno galti aaru mai thopardai 6an...... ??? tha 6ena pa6i 2 jana ko meel hola nahola . tara mero maan ma dherai prasna uthyo ... kina kasari chutina tayar vaye dubai........ k samaye nai ho ta dubai lai chutyaune......??? k dubai aafno bichar ani vawana lukauna sakerai ho ta.....??kina