mero najar ma nari ko maya

mero sansar ma pahilo nari ko rup ma meri pyari aama paye. uha bata maile dherai maya mamata paye. ma sansar ko ek arko santan hu jasle aafno aama bata dherai maya paye. tesari nai didi , sathi ko nata ma dherai kt haru mero jivan ma aaye ani premika ko rup ma ni. maya vanne yesto chij ho jun jati paye ni napugne rahe6. sansar ma aama ko maya bhanda chokho ani nischal maya kasaiko hudaina. maile aja tha paye tara aru ko bata dhoka paye pa6i. maya kun rup ma ani kun bela ani kasari aau6 tha nai hudaina rahe6.

             mero life ma dherai sathi ko maya paye. ani premika ko pani tara vanincha ni mutu dekhi maan parne chai eutai hun6 vanera  testai mero life ma ni vayo. maile uslai kaile kasari ani kaile dekhi maan parauna thale tha 6ena  na usko aakha ma aasu dekhna sakthye na usko udasi pan nai. ma jaile ni uslai sath dina chahanthye ani pauna pani. samaye bitdai jada usle pani maan paraune rahe6 tha paye . ani hamro samaye ramailo nai bitdai thiyo, hami  sadai ani sagai jahile ni khusi nai thiyou sayad. tara samaye ho ek choti ta naramro samaye au6 suneko thiye tara yeti chadai ani yesari aula socheko pani thiyena  na maile na usle . hami sagai hunne ani sadai dukha sukha ma satha dine kasam khanthyo tara kasam ani bacha todna ko lai hune rahe6. kati aafu le tode kati usle. na ta ma uslai dosh nai dina chahan6u na k hi vanna nai . aile hami yeti najik 6au tara ni hami yeti tada vai sakeko 6au ki sayad kaile ni hami ek arka lai dekhne 6enau. train bata jamma 4 station ko duri ma 6au hami aile tara na usle vhetne kosish gar6 na ma nai garne 6u. usko ek call nai mero lagi last call vayo ani usko swor pani.. tyo bela jati ani j kura vo tyo kura na ma aile sunna chahan6u na feri samjhana nai . tara yaad na ho aaudo rahe6 sadai . har raat har din kada sari bijhau6. ma tyo din kati chatpattiye malai matra tha 6. usko ek parsna mero chulbhul maan ani dimag lai sochna badhya tulyayo. parsna thiyo " ma timi lai roju ki mero family?" . tyo ek parsna ani mero ek utaar le aja hamro maya ani hamro mitrata sakiyo. tes pa6i na maile uslai call garna nai prayas gare na usle nai . ma uslai kati maya gar6u malai tha 6ena tara malai usle kati maya gar6 malai tha 6.
               ek nari aama ko rup ma ani arko nari premika ko rup ma tara dubai ko maan ani maya testai . aafno lagi nasochi aafno parwar ko lagi matra sochne ani tehi garne . aafu nakhakana ani aafno matlab nagari aafno pariwar ko lagi khusi herna sochne ani sakne . bhagwan le nari ko maan komal pani dhuga pani banaye. jun maan le dukha pani ani sukha pani sajilai sahan sakne. malai j vaye ni jaha gaye ni ma na ta mero jivan ka yi 2 nari lai vhulna sak6u na chahan6u nai. 

mero kalpana part 1 : haude ko jivan

aja na ta ma ghyap nai 6u na kunai maatt ma nai 6u. ma raat ko 2 baje eklai kotha ma 6u maan thau ma 6ena. maan ma euta kalpana aayo yesto vako vaye testo vaye ...........ani laptop liye ani lekhdai6u aba.

yo sab mero kalpana matra hun ad yo kasaiko jivan saga milema wa kunai ghatama mile ma mafi dinu hola......

yo kahani ek kt(pari) ani euta kt (haude) ko bara ma 6. pari jo sanaii dekhi sathi haru saga ramaudaii hurkeko 6, jo aafno sathi haru saga dherai ramau6.sanai dekhi sojo ani dherai chakchak nagarne sovab ko thiyo mero kalpana ko keti.ua runa janda6 tara aafno aasu aaru lai dekhauna jandaina ...aafu hasara na aaru lai hasauna nai sak6 tara usko ma yesto khubi 6 ki usko muhar ma khusi dekhda aru ko muhar ma tesai khusi 6authyo. ua sabai ko pyaro thiyo. sabai jana uslai maya garthye. testai mero kalpana ko kta(haude) naam jastai kaam thiyo sanai dekhi chakchake ani jiddi sovhab ko thiyo. din raat barsa bitdai gaye .dubaiko aa-aafno thau mai school, college life sakidai gayo. pari ramro student thiyo tesaile k hi garne soch thiyo usma tesaile le CA gara gayo. tara haude chai +2 sakayo ani US TRY GARNA TOFEL garna jan6 tara usko na aim 6 na kunai jantabya nai 6.sathi haru ko lahalahai ma lagera US APPLY GARDAINA. ani ua pani sathi ko kura sunera CA padna pug6. naya sath harui naya naya aanuhar haru sabai jana aafnai taal ma thiye. samaye bitdai gayo parile ramra ramra sathi haru paudai gayo .. testai ma haude saga usko veet vako . tyo kta jo na aafno matlab garthyo na aaru ko. aaune ani ek chin basne feri alchi lagyo ki class chodera bhagne garthyo. ua koi saga boldaina thiyo class janthyo ani last bench ma gayera sutdai basthyo.ani euta class basera sadai bhagthyo. uslai sabai le chine vai sakeko thiyo ua saga na koi bolthyo tara ni bad image le garda sabai le chinna thaleko thiyo. testai 2-3 month pa6i sabai jana ghulmilina thale. pari ko aafnai sathi haru bane haude ko aafnai. ek din haude birami vayera class najada pari le class kina naaako vani sodhna call gare6. tesari nai mero 2 patra ko mel vayo.dubai milne sathi bane.kura haru milna thalyo dubai ko. pari samjhauthyo haude lai kulat 6oda vanera. tara haude sunthyo tara mandaina thiyo. ek din class chaldai thiyo haude ek taak le pari lai herdai thiyo uslai class ma k hudai6 tha 6ena ko ko 6 pani yaad thiyena.usko sathi le' oie k vo ?' vanera sodhda matra ua biujheko jasto vayo.usko maan ma kura kheldai thiyo.ma kina uslai herna pugdai6u? jati here ni kina mero aakha thakdaina?kina malai usko badi chaso hudai6 ? ua sochna badhya vayo. sayad yehi ho ta maya ? k ma uslai maan parauna ta thalina? yestai yestai kura ko bhumari ma uljhana thalyo. tara pani usle aafno maan ko kura kasailai vanena. pa6i sathi haru saga ghumgham huda, party huda sabai le chaal paye ani uslai jiskauna thale. ua lajauthyo ani chupchap rahanthyo. maya ta ho maan ma dherai basdaina. usle pani ek din aafno maan ko kura vanna tayar rahyo tara sathi haru saga bhujda propose garnu vanda nagareko ramro sunyo.maan khinna vayo usko aafno maan ko kura vanna balla josh jutako thiyo sabai bekar vayo.haude pari le vaneko kura haru mandai gayo.sabai kulat chodyo,ramro banna kosish garna thalyo.exm aayo sabai jana preparation ma jitna thale tara haude lai matlab nai thiyena padai ko.padna maan nai thiyena usko. exm sakiyo result aayo koi pass vaye koi fail. sathi haru chitina thale. haude aba ma nepal ma paddina vayera bahira ko lai try garna thalyo kasailai navani kana. tyo kura pari le ni tha payo ani hami sagai apply garau vanyo usle ok vanyo.sagai time biteko thaha nai vayena.ek din haude le aafno maan ko kura vanyo tara pari le ma sochera van6u aile maile testo socheko 6ena vanera answer diyo. tara k hi din pa6i yes answer aayo. haude dherai khusi thiyo. dubai sagai aboard ko lai apply garna jute. gare tara haude ko bad luck pari ko visa lagyo haude ko lagena. dubai jana ko sapana chaknachur vayo. chutinu parne time aayo. haude jo aaafno sathi haru saga dherai time bitaune man6 sadai eklai basne, sadai aru ko matlab nagari kana hasi rahane man6 ko muhar bata haso nai harako.pagal jastai vayo pari gako 3 month sama. call garthyo mail garthyo tara ni ua aafno aakha ko aasu thamna sakdaina thiyo. testai halat thiyo pari ko naya thau koi chineko 6ena. survive hunu 6 sathi ni 6ena usle ni dukha paye6 bidesh ma. sadai call garda haude lai vanthyo chadai au na vanera . haude haas vanna bahek aru k hi garna sakdaina thiyo.bochod ko samaye bitdai gayo.pari aafno bestataa ko karan le haude saga kura garna time jutauna sakdaina thiyo. dubai jana tadidai gaye. haude le ek choti mail gare6 malai mail garna ni time 6ena hai vayera. dubai jana risauna thale. pari naya thau ma adjust huna ani padai ma lagyo. usko maan ma haude prati ko maya ani care ghatdai gayo.usko maan dhunga jastai bandai gayo haude ko aasu pani nadhekhne vai sakeko thiyo. ua aafno prem lai balidan dina tayar thiyo aafno ghar pariwar ani aafno aim ko lai tara haude thiyena .

haude sochthyo pari ek din farkan6 feri usko maya le pari lai tan6 bhanera tara pari uslai bhulna sakne vai sakeko thiyo. uslai haude ko jarurat thiyena, eklai bachna sakne vais akeko thiyo. haude ko yaad aaye pani vandaina thiyo. tara haude aafno maan ko kura sabai vanthyo tara pari le wasta garna chodi sakeko thiyo haude ko. dubai tadiye aba sadaiko lai navetne gari tadi sake na haude uslai call garna sak6 na pari nai gar6. haude maanko pida aafai sahan6 pari aafnai thau ma aafno aim tira lageko 6. uslai kunai kura aawos ani ma mero aim ma naharu vanera soch6. dubai chitiye dubaile bitayeka samaye ek vhul samjhadai aafno life bitaudai 6an.

tara maya kasari vhulna sake... jaba sangai thiye taba kahile nachutine kasam khane 2 jana ahile kasari tadiye.samaye ko khel bhandai kina dubai jana aafno galti aaru mai thopardai 6an...... ??? tha 6ena pa6i 2 jana ko meel hola nahola . tara mero maan ma dherai prasna uthyo ... kina kasari chutina tayar vaye dubai........ k samaye nai ho ta dubai lai chutyaune......??? k dubai aafno bichar ani vawana lukauna sakerai ho ta.....??kina

ma ani mero jivan ko vhul haru

ma mahes shrestha. sabai lai tha nai hola .......ma ma k hi kura hola ramro tara dherai naramro nai vete aafai le nai aru ko bata ni sune . na aafno family ko lai ramro huna sake na aafno sathi haru ko lai nai ...jun relation ma ni ma narmaro nai dekhe maile ma aafu lai ....sabai le van6an life euta sajilo bato ho , ramailo 6 life is beautiful...... tara maile life ma k paye ani k gumaye ani kati ramro kaam gare ani kati vhul gare soche aajja ...ani paye dherai naramro kura .......na maile aafno family ko lai nai ramro choro banna sake na aafno sathi saga nai ramro pal bitauna sake ....na aafno prem lai nai antim lakskya sama puryauna sake ...... ma kunai relation ma ni ramro paiena maile aafu lai....



malai bachai dekhi bhanu hunthyo ta dherai jjiddi 6s .. j magyo tehi chahin6 ........ ma k hi sochdina thiye j chahiyo tehi chahinthyo malai . . tara ahile aayera sodhardai 6u mero vhul ani mero banni haru .... ma kasaiko marma dukha bujhdina ...na paila bujhthye na aile nai.......... malai ta aru ko chitta dukheko pani tha hudaina thiyo .ma kati murkha rahe6u. aru lai hurt gari sake pa6i pani malai sorry vanna audaina thiyo. na ta mero chita dukhaune lai nai mafi dina authyo.tara life ho change hudo rahe6 ma sochthye ma metal ani rock music matra sun6u hola namare sama ani ma sadai hiphop nai lau6u hola sadai.. tara kun bela mero mood change vo tha 6ena na ta aile metal ani rock dherai sunna maan gar6 na aile pant tala nai laune ........

kaile ta lag6 ma buda vaye ki k ho..........sadai trip ma rahane maan lagthyo ....sadai gyaap nai hunthye pani . dherai saga ghagada ni gariyo tyo bela tara aile soch6u ma tyo bela kina testo vaye ani kina testo gare 6u .. sayad mero vhul nai thiyo. feri prem bhanne roog ma fase jun malai drugs le bhanda ni dherai satayo ............ra aile sama ni sataudai 6 maile drugs ta chodna sake tara yo prem ko pida ani bi6od ko pida sahan sakeko 6ena aile sama yo maan le .......sayad time aula .. mero jivan ko sab se thulo vhul kasailai aafno mutu ko najik lyaunu ani aafno maan lai samhalna nasaknu vayo.....

ma sabai galti ko prayaschit gardai 6u tara yo maya ko prayaschit kaile sakine ho tha 6ena ........ ma mahes paila ko bhanda change vako 6 tara yo mahes ko maan aile sama change vako 6ena sadai sathi haru ko maajh ma ramauno yo man6e aile kina sadai ekanta ma hun6.. tha 6ena ...... sadai aru ko matlab nagarne yo mahes kina aaru ko dukha ani byetha sammahlna khoj6 tha 6ena jaba ki aafno nai byetha ko aago nivanuna sakeko 6ena galti ko karan bhujna sakeko 6ena. mero life ma dhreai galti gare dherai vhul gare tesko bhagidhar koi hunu vako 6 vane maffi mada 6u sake maffi dinu hola....

mero attit

mero attit ...........sunda nai haas uthdo 6 .........school ma kasto thiye college ma gayera kasto vaye ha ha ha .......

ma padaima nai ramro thiye..na aru kunai kura ma nai.............slc diye sakiyo pani........ mera sathi haru bridge course jane vanne ma pani gaye tyo pani science ko.............tara reslut aayo sabai sathi haru caspian coll. jane vanne ma pani gaye entrance exm pani diye ani teacher haru le timi baru mgmt ma ramro gar6au mgmt paada vannu vo sayad hola vanera mgmt padde .............. mero jivan ma ramailo din kaile sakiyena ............sadai ramailo...............

+2 sakiyo us apply garna TOEFL garna gaye. sabai gare tara registration garina ....tes pa6i CA padna gaye feri ramaila din suru vaye ............ feri jivan ma naya mood aayo .............. IELTS garna gaye sabai gare uk apply gare tara rejected ......... ani tesko 1 and half yr pa6i visa lagyo aaye pani tara jun bela aafnu maan ani ickhya le gare lagena jaile maan nai thauma thiyena taba lagyo ......... aja ko din sama maile k chai gare ra?soch6u ekanta ma churot ko dhuwa sagai ani maan le van6 taile ramro sathi haru pais ni jindagi ma k tyo thulo kura hoina ra?

mero jivan ko na khi aartha 6 na kunai aakanchya nai..................ma sadai khusi rahana chahan6u ra 6u pani tara ekanta ma baasna maan lag6 bas6u feri sanghan6u mera aatit lai ani aakha rasako pau6u....mero aatit kati dukha lagdo 6 ........ jivan ma k payena maile sathi sathi ko ramailo saath maya mayalu ko saath ... tara sab chyanik ..............